Build's Life

This is the card.

May 21, 2008

I saw an envelop in my post box when I was coming up to my room. thought that it was utility bill but it wasn't. A small pink card was in it. It's officially the first one, saying "happy birthday Seo! " and it's from Dunkin Donuts :) My birthday is 6 of June though. They didn't want to be late to say that I guess so. It has a free coffee and donut coupon,,sweet!

There's going to be school party from tomorrow and it lasts for 3days. I thought 'Students may now be really busy to prepare for party and super excited and they will affect me good way to be more happy' my guess was right. they were really busy, building tents for bars and making stages for performance that they has been preparing to show. they seemed really happy and I became happy. in the while. I felt a bit isolated. I was one of them, preparing party with my friends under the sunshine a year ago. but now there wasn't any one whom I know. right.. people need to be socialized to survive.

After I got back home, I started thinking about why people want to join clubs they like or people make clubs to attract others. My answer would say people want to feel identity. No matter what they are looking for, They will join something they like and they will settle in a group when they find. and then they would start feeling more safe. you guys would think it's relatively involved in people's interests, saying it's not about identity. I'm just a person who never studied about this knowledge thing. I'm just said what I thought today :)
I found sound sleeping. Well I don't actually remember where I was told this sleep aid stuff but I thought it would be good to listen when I happen to be struggle from sleeping problem or when I do meditation Sunday morning. cool!!!

The main picture in my blog has to be changed since it has been for past 6months. I like it though. it was made by my buddy, Andy. but to get different mood, it's indeed. What would it be good for main picture. I like mainly thing and Andy got exact my point when he made current picture over there. it's tough,,tough,,tough,,,I need my friend's opinion...