Build's Life

May 19, 2008

Tiring and tiring day has been for past few days because I haven't have enough sleep to prepare for Monday which was sort of important to me. Due to lack of sleep, my brain doesn't work properly now. I didn't want to skip writing my diary though. So I'm here now.

There was Lotte giant baseball game at Sajic stadium last Sunday but the ticket for game is still on my desk. I didn't go to see it. I'm so cranky now.

It was last Saturday that me and my K-friends got along to cultivate our relationship. From our talk, I knew Mr, J of mine showed his mind that he truly likes her to Miss, B few weeks ago but he didn't make it. B and I has known for a year and she is always bright and friendly to me. A week ago, I saw her around my home and called her. She ran toward me. "Hey, sweetie, show me how much you love me!!" it was joke. But she hugged me :) it wasn't supposed to happen though. she is a really SHY girl. 'probably she really thinks I'm a good friend of her and so she could hug me without hesitating' I thought like that and I didn't mean anything that she hugged me in public. but now I know she was bounding. She could be really upset or feeling guilty because she know Mr, j has been really sad. I didn't tell that occasion to my friends cause Mr, J was there with me and other friends. It's not good for us, all friends were really close together. but now I think we can't hang out all together for a while. sad..sad..

I met my friend's taylor after midnight. It was late to hang out but I wanted to say hi to Billy who came to korea to see my friend, Taylor. I don't know where they are in a relationship. Anyway, I could see them when I got in Thursday party bar. They were talking some strangers and it turned out they were drunk Japaness who wanted to speak in English. They were really funny though. "Seo!!!" someone called behind me. Mel was there again :) inside of bar was packed and noisy so we took a sit outside. Billi was a hot girl as my friend. Dwane said more than tons of times lol and she was really cool. I wanted to see Gwanhan bridge and We all went there. Jesus!! at 3am, there were so many people, drinking. of course they were all foreigners and few Koreans. It was like beach party. I had really good time with them even though we didn't know where we were from and who was who's friend.

Few hours later, it was around 6 I think. I started waiting to see sun rise, holding a beer and freshing my brain. I could see some people, pooling around and some were sleeping at the beach. But it felt like I was at the beach myself to see sunrising which was super good.