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I was one of them, yelling for Lotte giant!!

May 13, 2008

I went to see Iron man with Dwane past Sunday night. There was small argument before we chose movie to see. Dwane, he is going to see a movie with K-girl this Saturday and Iron man was what he planed to see with her :) Anyway I won!

The story was like for kids but it was quite good. After movie, he mentioned abut Rock&Roll bar that is in Seomyun and is famous to foreigners in Busan. I actually saw some broachers they posted in KS area when they just started doing business about 1year ago, but I haven't been there yet. So we checked that place for a light drink because it was Sunday night. Bar R was located right cross of the Lotte department store. It didn't seem like as good bar as others in KS and Pnu. When I was just in, lol I could see Mel whom I bumped into on Saturday night at club. Bumping into her for only 24 hours reminded me that Busan is quite small. I felt like I was tracking her lol Oh my god. there were some girls whom Dwane was trying to dance with and he approached them, saying " you talk to Mel!" He betrayed me lol. Girls always come first to him. well I didn't talk with her cause she was surrounded by her friends in a good mood, whom I don't know, didn't want to ruin their mood so instead I tried to enjoy drink with music for half hours and finally gave up doing that. Music wasn't good and drink was weird. When I was about to say " I go home now" he came and said "let's go home." I guess things didn't work between them. that happened a lot to him lol

Tuesday afternoon, I called my mother and our conversation was going to be in a bad mood. what she said without thinking made me feel pissed off and angry. Of course she is my mother and she wasn't serious, but at a moment, I thought there are something we have to keep in our mind for respect. a small thing could be significantly enough to change everything that follows. Seo has to grow up! Our talk ended up in a really bad mood. I feel bad for whole Tuesday, angry at myself. I should have been more patient!

My birthday is in 4weeks and it's doesn't really make me happy. I'm getting old :( Some of my friends already told me they would come to celebrate my birthday. But I don't plan it yet it's too far. don't want to plan it yet well,,don't want to think about it lol what I'm thinking about right now is that I need to gain more weigh before June comes. I'm desperate. It has been really tiring day for past few days and now I'm really tired. so I should get my work done and go to sleep. good night every one. sweet dream!!