Build's Life

This is a Rape Flower bed. Take some rest here :)

April 9, 2008

It was really heavy raining and so windy today and it could be part of reason that the rate of voting for 18th new congressmen was just 46% which was the lowest rate since it first started. It's shameful that people in Korea are getting lost the interest in politic stuff though we know congressmen are in charge of law which heavily are involved in our life. People say they've got a lot disappointed and so they don't want to take this issue seriously. I don't think like that. We first have to pay attention to know what and how they are doing, giving them a lot of good and bad comments and then congressmen will consider of us, they will work for us.

More than 90% people got a day off today because of this election stuff. Many of my friend, therefore, got together to drink tonight. me also met my interview study group members for a drink. You may think Seo is alcoholic :) No, I'm not. When I feel that I need to drink to be socialized, I drink. Does it make sense? lol

As all people in that study group are gathered for sharing job information, practicing interview that we are going to have, after our resume and coverlets are passed in first step, companies information were our issues to talk about. when we were drank about 4bottles of Soju(Korean drink), mood got changed from being happy, hopeful into being sad, exhausted. They were afraid of ending that they won't get jobs they want. Oh Come on!!!!!! We are still young! We don't have to think about unexpected, unnecessary gloomy future. well it may be needed to prepare the worst situation that we'd face such as live our life without any job. what we are supposed to be now, is filled with confidence, thinking of the way to achieve our short plan, looking at the only bright side. Am I wrong? I seriously hate being that sad, anxious mood and so I did change topic to talk about, making some stupid jokes. I can say I'm the most realistic person than any of my friends and this is why I have been putting a lot of efforts on what I'm doing now to make better life. How I am different is that I'm look at bright side more than dark side and it really helps me to cheer myself. This is what I sincerely want to tell all of my friends. Cheer up! all of my friends.

Damn stupid Seo!! there is a flower bed in my ex university, filled with Rape Flower which is super beautiful. It's like yellow bed that I wanna jump into. I FORGOT that is in my school. But I haven't been there yet this year and didn't make photos of them. I hope they still full bloom. I should go check it out tomorrow.