Build's Life

This was about 3years ago. I wish my life was just like this moment.

March 13, 2008

This morning, my friend text me " Can we meet tonight again?" I'm now talking about the one who just got hurted from dating relationship. She was understandable but it didn't seem right to let her over my place for drink because she took a long time to take off from my place. she must have felt so lonely and get hurted. The fact that I would have no idea to say to make her feel better if we meet up was true. So I text her back " Sorry maybe someday later..."

After lunch, what my friend told me was too bothering me. She told me that she will revenge guys. She said that she get hurted a lot from a guy and it's her time to get guys hurted. I understand her still but well that's not nice to do. "whoever she pick up from night club, her gym and her school is going to be her prey. it's not girl's problem. this though would be in guys brain and also women's brain. Well is this life? The meaning of love or something similar to love is really positive or good in human's dictionary? They are positive and beautiful as far as I know. when more than half of people who want to jump in new relationship, think revenge, who the hell is going to be with me? Speechless...

It's still raining now in Busan. this weather has to be changed soon. it's not romantic to see rain with yellow dust :)

My grand mother got sick again. she actually was in her death bad. I really hope she alive till I get married. she was really rich when she got married. But after she had my father who's the youngest among 10 sons and daughters. My grand father business started getting bad and 2years later they got bankrupt. So I know how hard and horrible time she has had so far. when my mother had me in her room, my grand mother kept saying "Seo would be great and I could make family Seo happy with wealth, glory and health. I've been doing great so far, actually after high school. I want her dream come true. and I will make it.

Mr, Arms didn't show up at my gym today and my gym trainer told me he would come after 11pm sometimes due to the fact that too many people are at my gym while I'm working out and so he could have problem to keep his work out plan. I think it would be ok, working out with him twice a week. my plan was actually to lean his good thing for instance, he knows how to make nice arms :) I have to see him tomorrow.